Sometimes the people who mean a lot to u, whom u sorely wish would come for u, may not. And its going to hurt like hell. Its going to make u feel sucky and confused, make u wonder whether ur really unworthy of care and friendship. Ur going to go to bed with a broken heart, wake up to the sun feeling miserable. And think its you. And ur going to think of ways of how to prove yourself to them, so they can see that they were wrong about u, that u really are worth it. But we all know theyre not going to change their minds. Ur going to get exhausted trying, and after realising that they just don't give a shit, u feel like u've lost so much to them. U gave up so much for them. U gave up time, u gave up people, u gave up ur own mind. All for nothing. For someone who couldnt see what an amazing person u are. Someone who was too blinded and immature, whose mind was set as cold as stone not to take a second look at you.
Worst of all, it really felt like your loss and not theirs, not just in ur eyes but in theirs too.
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