Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

Looking back, I feel that I have really changed a lot during my gap year. For one thing, I actually want to come back home in December, which is something I never thought I would ever feel. I have never loved Singapore more than I do now. Never did I imagine that the day would come where I feel that maybe, just maybe, this is where I want to live in the future. I love London, I want to live in London and there's that beautiful thing about California and the sunset and beaches. But in Singapore, I have Sandra, Oreo, I have a house, a bedroom. Friends and family whom I've grown closer to.

I am not sad to be leaving home. I actually feel happy. I feel blessed to have something that I love this much that I do not want to leave. From now on, I vow to see everything in a positive light. Even during the hardest of times, as long as I have my family and friends by my side, I will remain positive and strong.

More on my gap year tomorrow. Time to sleep.

Good night!

Dear diary

Dear diary,

It's been a long long time since I wrote anything. And reading back some of my previous posts, I'm really astounded by how negative I sounded sometimes. Well I guess everyone has those days XD.. Time to start filling you up with more joy and happiness!!:) 

Will get back soon to writing. Now is way past bed time (4.56am!!! Probably latest I've slept all summer LOLOLOL) and I should really go to sleep cause I have an early day tomorrow. 

Happy fact: Abby just came back and we had supper together as a family!!!! (Not without a mini family drama of course HAHA)

Good night!